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PART - VII - ACCEPTANCE C4/4
He loves me. He will always love me. TWO MONTHS LATER... “Are you finished?” Hoseok’s pretty redhead poked in my doorway and he took in...

jazz
May 22, 20249 min read
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PART - VII - ACCEPTANCE C3/4
I love him. My mom called later in the day. She wanted to know how the mediation went. She wanted me to get the dog. And I didn’t want to...

jazz
May 21, 202415 min read
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PART - VII - ACCEPTANCE C2/4
I can’t let him go. Three days later, on the morning of our next mediation, I prayed for the flu. When I did not immediately start...

jazz
May 20, 202415 min read
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C5 - [ "The Untamed" ]
A precious little bundle of blue-blooded titles. The living embodiment of your patriotic fcuking duty.” Fcuk. “A man!” Jungkook yelled at...

jazz
May 17, 202441 min read
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C4 - [ "The Untamed" ]
Jungkook expected Taehyung to be surly in the morning, but instead the prince was subdued. His body seemed to take up even less space...

jazz
May 17, 202414 min read
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C3 - [ "The Untamed" ]
The day crawled by in a haze of sleep and ache, and sometimes Yoongi stopped in to bring fresh water or a little food or to check on his...

jazz
May 17, 202421 min read
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PART - VII - ACCEPTANCE C1/4
I don’t know how to stop (loving) him I jumped out of the car, too nervous to hear him tell me no. I fumbled for the keys in my pocket...

jazz
May 17, 202416 min read
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PART - VI - RECONSTRCUTION C4/4
I can(not) do this on my own. Spring came overnight. One day I thought my toes would fall off if I stepped outside my house and the very...

jazz
May 16, 202418 min read
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PART - VI - RECONSTRUCTION C3/4
Second chances are (Im)possible By the middle of January, school had started back up again and Taehyung and I had been through our second...

jazz
May 15, 202413 min read
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PART - VI - RECONSTRUCTION C2/4
I (don’t) deserve someone who loves me When I walked through the door Christmas night, I had never felt lower. Christmas with my parents...

jazz
May 14, 202412 min read
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PART - VI - RECONSTRUCTION C1/4
I just wanna be happier. The start of Christmas break was just as glorious as I’d hoped it would be. I was positive I had gained ten...

jazz
May 13, 202413 min read
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PART - V - Depression C5/5
We’re (B)eating love... Christmas break was within my reach. If I could make it through this day, I’d have three and a half blissful...

jazz
May 10, 202410 min read
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Part - V - Depression C4/5
He does(n’t) think twice TH: Can we meet for dinner? I want to talk. Please, Jungkook. Just hear me out. I slid my cell phone back and...

jazz
May 9, 202412 min read
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Part - V - Depression C3/5
It’s too L(H)ate for us. “Am I late?” Hoseok tossed his coat on the empty chair between us and threw his purse down. His pale cheeks were...

jazz
May 8, 202412 min read
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PART - V - DEPRESSION C2/5
He’s completely (un)predictable. The next time I saw Taehyung was a week before Thanksgiving at our first round of mediation. My lawyer...

jazz
May 7, 202416 min read
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