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C13 - Villaintine
I spend the next few days in a kind of stunned purgatory. My mind replays that kiss over and over again, recalling the silver flecks in...
jazz
Feb 12, 202412 min read
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C12 - Villaintine
“Trigonometry,” says a voice in the darkness. For one bittersweet moment I flash into the past, a little boy lost, afraid and alone. With...
jazz
Feb 11, 202412 min read
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C11 - Villaintine
Somehow I went for years without seeing Kim Taehyung. He hovered low in my mind, the same quiet and insistent worry that I have knowing...
jazz
Feb 9, 202420 min read
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C10 - Villaintine
Jimin tucks me in at night, murmuring things about Yoongi’s huge house. “It’s very comfortable,” he assures me. “And very safe.” That...
jazz
Feb 8, 202410 min read
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C9 - Villaintine
I hear a sharp gasp. “Is he—” Is he dead? That’s what the unknown man asks. The strange part is not knowing the answer. Am I dead? “He’ll...
jazz
Feb 7, 202412 min read
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C8 - Villaintine
He stalks into the apartment as if he owns it, which he does. His cool grey gaze takes in my father and his broken knee with a single,...
jazz
Jan 31, 20249 min read
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C7 - Villaintine
Of course, we don’t play cards at anything as mundane as a kitchen table. Not over a coffee table, the way Dad sometimes fiddles with an...
jazz
Jan 30, 202411 min read
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C6 - Villaintine
With a creak the door opens. The dark silhouette is tall and familiar, the dark eyes a strange relief. I would have expected a doorman....
jazz
Jan 30, 20249 min read
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C5 - Villaintine
When I played dumb on the elementary school playground, I didn’t fully understand what I was turning down. Mrs. Keller made it sound...
jazz
Jan 24, 202411 min read
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C4 - Villaintine
When I first came to live with Dad he worked in a prison-release program at Goodwill. He would pick things out of the donation piles to...
jazz
Jan 23, 202412 min read
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C3 - Villaintine
The next day I spend most of recess in the jungle gym, in that dark, quiet place beneath the slide and behind the rusted metal wall with...
jazz
Jan 17, 202414 min read
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C2 - Villaintine
For a half second, I think it’s the same man from school. The one who’s tall and dark, his voice too smooth and his smile too cold to be...
jazz
Jan 17, 202412 min read
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C1 - Villaintine
The ground is soft beneath my feet, like it’s made from Play-dough instead of dirt. Rainwater pools beneath the seat of the swing, where...
jazz
Jan 17, 202412 min read
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Prologue - Villaintine
One of Amma’s boyfriends took us on a trip when I turned four. We visited this restaurant that had a special mermaid show. Metal...
jazz
Jan 17, 202410 min read
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