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PART - VII - ACCEPTANCE C2/4
I can’t let him go. Three days later, on the morning of our next mediation, I prayed for the flu. When I did not immediately start...

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May 20, 202415 min read
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PART - V - Depression C5/5
We’re (B)eating love... Christmas break was within my reach. If I could make it through this day, I’d have three and a half blissful...

jazz
May 10, 202410 min read
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Part - V - Depression C4/5
He does(n’t) think twice TH: Can we meet for dinner? I want to talk. Please, Jungkook. Just hear me out. I slid my cell phone back and...

jazz
May 9, 202412 min read
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Part - V - Depression C3/5
It’s too L(H)ate for us. “Am I late?” Hoseok tossed his coat on the empty chair between us and threw his purse down. His pale cheeks were...

jazz
May 8, 202412 min read
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PART - V - DEPRESSION C2/5
He’s completely (un)predictable. The next time I saw Taehyung was a week before Thanksgiving at our first round of mediation. My lawyer...

jazz
May 7, 202416 min read
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PART – V - Depression - C1/5
AM I OVER (HIM)??? The next week hailed Halloween and I was in the worst funk of my life. The divorce hadn’t moved forward. Taehyung was...

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May 6, 202414 min read
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PART - III - ANGER - Chapter 2
(Dis)Agreement is the New TREND CHAPTER 1/2 I sat at the lawyer’s office waiting for twenty minutes on a busy day. This was our first...

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Mar 31, 202420 min read
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Part - III - Anger -C1
TAEHYUNG's POV Seven years ago... I woke to the sound of birds and a really annoying siren from a fire department. Probably the pot heads...

jazz
Mar 22, 202420 min read
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C13 - Villaintine
I spend the next few days in a kind of stunned purgatory. My mind replays that kiss over and over again, recalling the silver flecks in...

jazz
Feb 12, 202412 min read
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C12 - Villaintine
“Trigonometry,” says a voice in the darkness. For one bittersweet moment I flash into the past, a little boy lost, afraid and alone. With...

jazz
Feb 11, 202412 min read
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C10 - Villaintine
Jimin tucks me in at night, murmuring things about Yoongi’s huge house. “It’s very comfortable,” he assures me. “And very safe.” That...

jazz
Feb 8, 202410 min read
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C9 - Villaintine
I hear a sharp gasp. “Is he—” Is he dead? That’s what the unknown man asks. The strange part is not knowing the answer. Am I dead? “He’ll...

jazz
Feb 7, 202412 min read
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C8 - Villaintine
He stalks into the apartment as if he owns it, which he does. His cool grey gaze takes in my father and his broken knee with a single,...

jazz
Jan 31, 20249 min read
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C7 - Villaintine
Of course, we don’t play cards at anything as mundane as a kitchen table. Not over a coffee table, the way Dad sometimes fiddles with an...

jazz
Jan 30, 202411 min read
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C6 - Villaintine
With a creak the door opens. The dark silhouette is tall and familiar, the dark eyes a strange relief. I would have expected a doorman....

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Jan 30, 20249 min read
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Prologue - Villaintine
One of Amma’s boyfriends took us on a trip when I turned four. We visited this restaurant that had a special mermaid show. Metal...

jazz
Jan 17, 202410 min read
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Part - II -C4. Seven stages of Grief
C4 – I can li(o)ve without YOU A week and a half had gone by since Taehyung stopped by to see Pikachu. For a couple days, I had...

jazz
Jan 1, 202418 min read
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PART - II - C3 - Seven Stages of Grief
I forgo(t) I loved you... FLASHBACK . . . . I got a call at around ten while I met Namjoon at his house a week later, I asked Taehyung...

jazz
Dec 9, 202320 min read
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